Lonely

 It has been a decade since my last post. 

Currently I am 37 years old, and a doctor.

I am on leave, in a foreign land, to accompany my husband, bringing my kids along.

I havent been off work for non- maternity reasons for so very long.

Even when my father passed away, I got only 2 weeks.

Currently I am at wits end for what to do.

I have been working hard my whole life, and I enjoyed working.

Working has been a part of me.

Now I am doing absolutely nothing, and I dont know how to act.

I noticed I dont have a lot of friends, and I dont know how to make them.

I hope I dont get mental health issues for being off work.