Crush

Maybe I should define first what does crush means: Crush is minat. I have a crush on you means..saya minat kamu. He is my crush means..saya minat dia. Well, since that is clear..lets move on..

All my life, I have had numerous crushes for a lot of reasons.  Some are just for fun, some are joint crushes with my friends (also just for fun), some are because of their looks (curly hair, adorable eyes), and some, are for all the wrong reasons (to make someone else jelous, for popularity..you'll be suprised how well this works).

Of all these male homo sapiens, there is one, which i can never forget (I sound very evil here)..There is a guy, which I had totally fell head over heels for. ( I wont tell you who he is! )

I dont know why, I guess it is because of his smile. A simple smile that took my breath away at the first glance. I have done some pretty embarassing things, like watching him from afar for too long until he realises it, walking slowly when he's nearby. Haha. Somebody should have sued me for stalking. Haha.

My adorable puppy liking lasts ...for two years.  It took me quite some time to realise, 'hey, this isn't gonna work'. I mean,there are millions of guys in this world, and I just let the chances slip away like running water for a guy that doesn't even take a second glance at me. My love was blind. It was deaf too, since my friends have been telling me exactly the same thing,over and over again.

Alas, I packed up my heart and put it in a suitcase, and I head home. Home is where I, and most of us, belong, and it is a stop for me to wait..and wait...and wait...

and wait...

and wait...

and wait...

for never again a new crush to come along. But true love.